I shouldn't have complained about the ads, because it seems some ads are gone, here and my Project: Me, Only Better blog. I am soo hoping it is just a hitch. Although, I might lose sleep on this. Bring on the "Meet The Girls" ads. I don't mind na!
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So anyway, I am on vacation! Woot! Woot! I checked a week ago with Gel over at H.R. if I still had unused forced leaves and special leaves. Turned out I still had three, which is equivalent to the remaining workdays this week-December 26 to 28, 2012. So happy to be on break. I would be happier if I win some lotto or something, though cuz Dear Lord I so want to be a Stay At Home Mom (SAHM). A Work At Home Mom (WAHM) won't be so bad, either. I always get drained working. It was never my wish even when I was a kid. I am a sloth haha.
We don't have any vacation plans, though, because the Vince has to work (it is the office's busiest time, aside from April). I am so jealous at my brother and my cousins! Kami lang this Christmas, unlike other years when I had my bro and nephew plus Ate Digs and Kuya Anton over (my cousins). This year, they spent Christmas at Vancouver where Tessa, another cousin is. I wish I would win the lotto and be with them, too...
The year 2012 was not too good for me and the Vince. A lot of things were not just happening. Sometimes, I do get green-eyed at other people because they seem to be doing better than we are. But come to think of it, we are not doing that bad. Other people have it worse. Kaya lang, sometimes I wish things would have turned out better.
At work, although I wrote a post about being transferred and having less (a whole lot less) stress, relationships were not that good. A friend (Halle Berry) who used to be a good good friend suddenly was not talking to me and another friend. We are talking here of a professional/serial best friend killer and I don't have a chance. Include, among other things, this person's ability to really put you down and cheat you of opportunities at work and you are so done. I sometimes feel like a robot, just getting up to do some work, largely ignoring them, and going home being drained by all the negativity.
There are a lot of things to be thankful though. I have the best husband and kids ever. And my dad is doing fine! I cannot imagine a life without him...
Dear Lord, I would be waaay happy if something better happens to my professional life. Having people hating me and probably saying and doing hurtful things behind my back and cheating me of what work I should justly have is totally bringing down my happiness meter...
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