Forlorn Friday

12.13.2013


Don't mind me...I just realized this day sucked.  Funny ano?  I just realized it.  Nothing specific made me feel it.  Parang sobrang naawa lang ako sa sarili ko.  I just felt bad that other people are making you look bad even if you are not (AFAIK) and that I am getting cheated of something that should be equal.  And no matter how I try to ignore or be nice to everyone, people are judging me differently.

Forgive me for my drama...I am but just human.  And oh, by the way, this is not about my home, because everything is fine.  I really feel bad because people are thinking we are not making any effort, and you know, that big guy was right.  It is not about how smart you are.  It is how you are maabilidad.

But still, I think it is cheating.  And though hard as I try to forget those mean things, I still feel bad.  Because for some people, money is everything nga...And they move heaven and earth and destroy relationships just for it.

It sucks.  And the worst part?  They think they are doing. something perfectly...better than us.  Had we been given a fair share, I would work hard for it.

Geez, so sick of everything na...I want to get out bad na...

On a funnier note, maybe The Vince was having a terrible day as I am.

Sige na nga.  Friday the thirteenth kasi.

Kaya lang, dear Lord, don't make my everyday Friday the 13th naman.  Make it their turn naman...

Ok, back to the funny...The Vince forgot that I was in the office and left without me!

My Gulay.

I had to call him.

"Saan ka?"

"Pauwi na.Saan ka ba?"

"Office. "

"P@#$a.  Balik ako!"


Nicole gave me a massage today so that was one upside.

Downside...I am running out of cash.  And I know I should have more had these people hayy di bale na nga.  






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Comments

  1. I thought Friday's the day you always look forward to? But sometimes, things happen talaga. I hope you're in better spirits now and having a great weekend. :-)

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